Well, I just realized I am in the "cage stage". Someone please lock me up for the good of the church. God has just hit me with a 2x4. I grew up arminian and knew of no other way so when I went through systematic theology it was like being hit by a lightening bolt. It was so revolutionary in my life. I want everyone to see it. I need to go back and ask forgiveness especially from my mother. Please pray for me. I want to be usable by God. I need to learn how to balance it. I so want to understand doctrine and be loving. I dont even know where to start.
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That's funny- I may have a viral infection.
Well, I just realized I am in the "cage stage". Someone please lock me up for the good of the church. God has just hit me with a 2x4. I grew up arminian and knew of no other way so when I went through systematic theology it was like being hit by a lightening bolt. It was so revolutionary in my life. I want everyone to see it. I need to go back and ask forgiveness especially from my mother. Please pray for me. I want to be usable by God. I need to learn how to balance it. I so want to understand doctrine and be loving. I dont even know where to start.
Shannon, I have walked through this and am glad to pray for you.
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